Handbag and Me

Salam.

Father and I enter a bookshop, and father said that 'because you asked me to come here, for whatever book I feel like I want to buy, you have to pay'.

Well, that is one among many kind of 'bully' that they do now. It is okay, buying books is a good investment. You can save the receipt for income tax later. ( The good side of me trying to console me).

Luckily, father said he didn't find any book. Phewww.

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Nita and me was spending some quality time in a shop after work, browsing through the array of handbags hanging in there and while Nita was tried on a handbag, my eyes caught a very beautiful, black, a bag that able to make you a level prettier ( I thought so, really) with a significant small G (very close to Gucci signature) print on it.

So my hands, both were efficiently lift that bag and with a shrieking voice, excitedly I told Nita, 'try this one, this is too pretty!'

But, a voice came in said, ' Ehhh, this is my bag'.

My body reflected quite fast. I only realize that all of sudden, I was behind a column, hiding from the owner of (a very beautiful handbag, no wonder it is pretty, it is real Gucci ) and the most important thing, hiding to a place where I don't hear anyone laughing.

So girls, please don't hang your handbag or put your handbag at display shelves, especially if your handbag is pretty.

Tata and take care people :)

Ball is Round

Salam.

For the first time, I feel a bit frustrated not getting a chance to watch Malaysia vs Singapore. I hope we will win.

I have twitter now! I know I am far too late, but please do understand better late than never. Hehe

Lime

Salam.

I have a lot entries, in my draft. I think life is getting better now. I am getting matured, I guess so.Hehe.

But one thing that drastically change now is mother is getting more sensitive! I don't know why. But I prefer to hear she nagging rather than knowing she is sulking. My little life is quite empty without her voice shouting. Hahaha.

I am watching Bersamamu now. This time, the guest is a family with a husband that can't walk, having two son that inherit the disease from the father and even worse, one of the son can't talk. But, this father own a workshop. Even he can't walk, still he has the strength to work as normal people. Shame on me that is healthy and yet, still complaining.

Everytime I am about starting to wallow in self-pity, I will always remind myself to remember that out there, there are too many people that want to swap their life with mine, so I have to be grateful in everything. And now as an employee, my brother always remind me that, in our rezeki given by Allah, there is some portion of others in that.I know he wants to make me understand that that I need to give him money, but... from another perspective, what I can think of is we need to always return our gain to those in need. So why not we start now, as Ramadhan is approaching? :)

Bye bye people and take care.

Misjudge

Not so long ago, certain people were so foreign to me. But time flies, and bring us bounded, closer and tight. In each and everyone of these people, lies in them a very beautiful heart, that I never thought would be exist in them because from afar, they don't look like one of those people with noble heart. So again I blame my judgement.So true that people judge and will be judged, but as I welcome more and more people in my life, judgment is a barrier that bring awkwardness in and stop friendship from blooming. Poor me before, fooled by stupid judgement.

I just want to tell that I was wrong for judging people, I regret on my past for unbosomed friendship and I will, see the beauty in every person because that way, life will be elevated in many aspects.

It is good too, sometimes to have a goal to achieve once we are too comfortable in life.

Bye and take care people.

Movies and Me

Salam.

I was watching movie at cinema alone last weekends because I am sick, I don't feel like walking and accompanying my roomate, D and Z shopping and I can't be at home, because I will be alone. So I bought the ticket and while waiting since there were 30 minutes to go before movie start plus I can't bear standing, I have to buy a cup of coffee at this one posh cafe because 1. Nobody is in there and 2.I am alone, I feel like everyone there is watching me. (perasan eh?)

In that cafe, the waiter was so concern (perasan again eh?) towards me (he kept coming offering stuff that I don't want) I can tell because I kept seeing  watch and my face look so sad, tears rolling down (I've told you that when I am sick/having flu, I've got this tears that helping me to look more like a pitiful person, right?). I know I looked like a girlfriend of someone that was waiting for someone to turn up watching movie together but end up that someone didn't turn up, seriously I looked like that.

So when the time come, I went to movie area not knowing where because that was my first time there, but no worries, I reached that movie hall save and sound. The only not good thing was my seat is at F8. F9 & F10 and F6&F7 are pair of lovebirds that were in great effort proving their eternal love to the world (exaggerated) while F1 until F5 is unattended. So I decided to sit at F4 because on top of being pitiful of watching the movie alone, I don't think I can handle sitting in the middle of the lovebirds for 2 hours.

I prayed that nobody will come and claimed their seat, intensely But to no avail. A couple of kids (I think they were 10 or 11 years old) came and of course claimed their seat, which is F3 & F4. I asked them to sit at seat F2&F3 and since they were nice, they agreed to. Now I am partly happy because I looked like a sister bringing two happy boys to watch movie, not like a pitiful girl that have to be at cinema alone. Dread past, now let watch movie gleely, so I thought.

After the movie started about two minutes, again a pair of lovebirds came and claimed their seat at F1 and F2. So now I looked like a culprit because that boy told the pair 'Kakak nie yang duduk kat seat saya'. But it is okay, I waved my hand to them as I am sorry and move to seat F5, to where I don't belong.

I am partly lucky in ironic way. I don't look like alone, at last. :)

Perturbance

Salam. Last night I watch Mr Popper and Penguins. Best giler! (transformer 3, is not my cup of tea). There is a character in this movie that tend to have words that start with P in her every sentences. Cool isn't she? Her name is Poppy. Her boss' name is Mr Popper and her boss has pet, which is Penguin. So please watch Mr Popper. Jim Carrey is as hillarious as he was during The Mask times. And I watch Sekali Lagi. Again, this movie is really nice. I know now why Shaheizy Sam is heartthrob of many girls. I am supposedly working. Err. Bye bye.

Ribbon

Salam.

When I have something that bother my mind too much, often times I will run away from it. Stupid as it sounds, coward as I may seem. And worst part is, that doesn't bring me any peace. But it is okay, let see how tomorrow treat me. Some prayer please.

I am too emotional tonight, I thank you Allah for awarding me family and friends that define these two words perfectly. Alhamdulillah. I am flawed and all, but come to think of everything that I have (health and support are what I meant) now, I can only be grateful for everything, the least and the most that I can do.

Allow me to rant a bit about my mundane life. I start my day just like all of you, dark pitch in the morning (exaggerated) and have my breakfast with my housemates before being chaffeured to our office (read : train). Everyday, before we got our internet connection which is before yesterday, we spent times unnecessarily hanging around just for killing time and for some little proof of having a livelier life. We are in denial, we know that we are too much rely on virtual life, and yet still we (I) are smirking about some other people that dependent on internet as well.

On weekends, roomate and I hit the gym, we have made a deal to not abandoned our poor unloved sportswear.Plus, good exercise helps in reducing stress. It is so true that working and stress are growing parallel. I haven't found any park that is comfy for jog or run. Suggestion please?

And I can't wait for this weekend, start with a meet up with mother and follow by a little reunion with civillianz girls. I miss mother, we have been under 'silent treatment' for so long. I know she misses me that she insist to meet me by asking my sister to tell me and set the time, not directly telling me. Sweet right?hehe

May tomorrow treat us all well. 

Salam.

Floral

Salam.
How are you doing? I am okay, but quite sleepy. Since I miss to write so much, so here I am. I went to Singapore, with a bunch of awesome people, so our trip turn out to be so memorable. So with good crowd, a trip always worth.

I want to write something beneficial, so just let me rant something that maybe or maybe not benefits you.

1. If you love someone, please show to them.Crap.

2. A pair of shoe always not enough for a woman. So do shop shoes.

Okay okay please don't count everything I said. Good night everyone :)

Crush

Salam.
It is okay to have a crush even after you attached to someone called gf or bf, for me. My reason is having a crush is like adoring a Ferrari for me. I know I will never own a Ferrari as my daily car, so I'll save that in my dream. People said we can always dream right? So having crush is allowable after all. As that allowed girls to have our own preference and be firm with it.

That's all I guess. I miss you all.:)