Yet, the Talk is Still Here

Salam. 

I am usually excited when it comes to blog, I can write  a blog entry while queueing up for KFC back then, did not bother whether people around were judging and now I wonder where all the excitement go.  

So I bought a pair of boots. And I bake a cake, chocolate moist cake. Okay not entirely me baking, I function as hand-mixer and did the arrangement of fruits topping but I believe I did a great deal of help. Haha. I can cross that annoying to-do-list of bake a cake in 2013 and move on with my life. Yay!

My project team are all guys and I am the only one of XX chromosome. Not that I am complaining, I did enjoy the environment. Seriously, it is kind of okay to me as most of the talk are about cars, career, female celebrities and nothing to do with being pretty or lean. Although I miss those moments talking about make up and JI, I feel I am more focus like this. It is always good in bad and bad in good in everything. 

On Syria under attack by everyone-know-who is something I strongly pray and hope will not be happened. Poor the innocents, the kid. :(

This cake is from my magic touch. Didn't it turn out awesome? Hahaha. I know too many little details to be improved but I am really happy this turn out edible. 

Bye!

But Forever Kept Apart by Forces That Were Bigger Than Us

Salam.

As easy as it seems for certain people to direct people in seeing their blurry lines as an art, I believe they are truly gifted. 

As easy as it always be, to spill some words and for each to their own to get the meaning. 

I hope it is not obvious that I am at where I am now. I am not entirely a failure, but I was picturing for a better future of me by then. However, an-easy-to-please person I am, it is kind of simple to console myself. Just sleep and let the world works for me. The sun will always shine bright, for me. 

I have no idea why tear streaming down while I wrote this. Is it due to the movie I am currently watching? 

Very random and pointless. Bye!

So Much Had Been Lost, So Much that I Would Never Know

Salam.

Today I want to talk about shoes. I am not an up to date person if we are talking about fashion but there is only one kind of flat shoes that I am really interested to. Which is below. 

With this size of ribbon, no more no less. :)

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How is people constantly have idea to share something with others? In a conversation of two, I am the usual quieter one. I reckon this is because my voice is not that loud. Haha. Okay, just kidding. This is because I am not the feeder of the topic, I found it hard to come out with topic to be discussed together.

I am not sure whether I am that old, or it was just me being paranoid, I heard too many news of people passed away. Not to mention the crisis worldwide and gunshot murder at our very own beloved country. I read this, Maria Elena : Unexpectedly  and could not agree more. Hopefully all of us will meet our Lord at the wicked state of our iman. Amin.

Bye!

This Too Shall Pass

Haha. I want to be lean but when I consume my medicine for acne, I will gain weight. I want my skin to be healthy, for that I need my medicine. But I don't want to gain weight. Haha. What a puzzling test. 

Dear Allah, please let me be one of your grateful servant, please forgive me.

Tilting Halt

Salam. 

To mention that I will be missing Ramadhan sounds cliche, but that seriously is true. I hope even after Ramadhan, all the good things we practise during Ramadhan will be continued. 

The not good thing of meeting parent is the missing part afterwards. I am down with fever these past 2 days and tomorrow I will be having training that I can't escape.

 Meeting different kind of people, I need to always remember that certain people come to ease and another may come to test, the patience and virtue. And I can't control what people say but my feeling and reaction, yes. 

Someone said we can't be nice everytime, everyone's patience come with the limit. Then further I learn, God will never test someone beyond their capabilities. 

My parent always had open house on third Syawal. Please swing by next year if you are around, if God permit, panjang umur and murah rezeki. 

I don't know why this post does not sound as giddy as I had imagine. I am not this serious but maybe writing in full sentence make it sound so serious, not to mention weird.

Bye! :)

(Abah would be more handsome if he did not smile like that and wore a songkok)