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Salam. 

Homesick.

Finally Finished

Salam.

I finished a 7 km run! Finally.

At first, I was contemplated, to run or not to. An amount of money have been paid, and what matter most is not about the money let alone winning, but we haven't practise at all! Lucky for me, I manage to hit the gym and made peace with treadmill twice or so before the run, but Naddy hasn't. It was a big surprise we manage to finish. Hahaha.

Being a finisher is our only aim. Marathon is too far to reach, 42 km? *gulp*

After the run, we took our breakfast at Pelita and went home. I changed to proper attire, Kurung to attend father's friend open house. Met with mother and father for about 2 hour before they off to Genting. Mother got some course to attend I believe. I miss mother! We are so distant and spend most of time in phone, arguing.
 
I don't know laa, maybe because mother and me are so similar, we fight-at most of time. We are both 2nd daughter and Aquarius(I am half Pisces, half Aquarius-because some book said Pisces start on 19th Feb, and the other on 20th, so I I am half Pisces half Aquarius hehe).

Our run this morning start at 7.30 am, and guess what? At 7.15 we are still lost! Hahaha. We manage to get in line at 7.27a.m, escaped the warming up session, called mother for blessing, and sharp at 7.30 am, the run started. Lost and me, is normal. I am avid user of gps but to no avail. My gps can't be trusted, unlike yours, so please don't blame me. Hehe.

That's all for this week I think. Till we meet again, bye bye and take care. :)

Ps : Tom Cruise I bila pule, boleh run together.hehe

Seed

Salam.

We are what we eat, and what we read. So choose your reading material wisely.

Bye bye.

Calm before the Storm

Salam.

Have you face a situation where you stuck in your own predicament? There is no way you can turn to, because in every way, the blaming finger will point to you. I just can't extricate from this, and I can't tell what is tangling me, and I just had it enough on waiting game. My poor heart, may you be patient for a little bit more.

I am sad, and need noone to notice that. But once in a while, I reached a dead end. And everything burst and become ugly.

I don't know how to amend, pretending sounds like a quick fix. But should I pretend? Isn't pretending a bad thing?

Bright Colors

Salam :)

I am sooooo envy on Syara's camera! I want one. Hahaha

Top from left- Syara, Husna, Weda, Aeda, Rin || Bottom from left - Rose, Dayah and Me.

In case if you have forgotten me, I am purposely post up this picture during Rose' Raya open house so that you will be reminded of me.Hehe

Have I told you that I love to see girls in Kurung and guys in Baju Melayu?
Not only about the costume, but also the joyous air that is around during raya. I can sense that atmosphere, enlighten everybody's mood and perhaps you notice that based on my grin in the picture,the widest one. :B

I am really lacking idea on what to updates. My unattended blog is very dull, I am sorry. I am not much an entertainer. But I will try my best to share beneficial things (at least I thought it will benefit you hahaha).
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"Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds you plant."

Robert Louis Stevenson

"Don't go through life, grow through life."

Eric Butterworth

"Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year."

Ralph Waldo Emerson

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I just copy paste what Arina mailed to me, and take your pick on the quote to brighten your day. Till then, bye bye. :)

Giggling

Salam.

Pic  googled-of course.

Adam Levine maybe way hotter, but I am not quite fascinated by hotness- I prefer cool, and thats maybe the only reason Chris Martin is always the best.

Yours truly,
Some-maniac-fan.

Life of the Party

Salam.

After a long while not meeting each other, yesterday we manage to held a small gathering. Bukan gathering sangat pun, just small number of us. Everyone is basically chatty, it is hard to find civilianz girl who doesn't. Hahaha.

Shall update you with pictures once I manage to get my hand on laptop.

Tata and take care :)

Thick and Thin

Salam.

Hahaha. I don't know why among of too many words, Rose choose Kerepek Tiram. Hahaha

I think all of you got what Rose meant to convey. Of course you'll understand, all of you are smart. We can never underestimate others opinion and decision, we never knew what others capable of, so please just give positive drive to people surrounding and pray for the best, to all.

And life is now too good to be true. I can see I am moving towards my destination and of course foresee some hurdles all the way, but enough to know that is for no other than making my life more interesting and victory taste sweeter.

Erm, it is weird to compliment someone in this virtual space. So not me. Anyways, point being is I really really appreciate friends who take time thinking to reply me, especially regarding serious matters. The value of saying something true even the things that you said may put the relationship at stakes, is priceless. Friendship can never stay strong based on lies, or if there are any, lets see for how long the friendship stays. So I thank you those honest people, you put me at where I belong, not higher or lower, just where I should be.

Hail to honesty! Bye bye and take care everyone. :)

Kerepek tiram

Salam.

Hehe its so not me. Later i tell u why. This past few weeks, my life changes. I think i am becoming more happier than bfore. Maybe some of u would not see it, coz di luar i still look he same, i still act the same. But we must accept the fact that, only you, who knows you the best.

Samaada menjadi lebih baik, atau sebaliknya. Kita sndiri yg tahu kite berda di state yg mane. Tapi issuenye, which part of diri kita yg kita nk jadi. Kita boleh pilih nk jd lebih baik, atau kita nk jd yg kurang baik2. Sebenarnye dua2 takde buruknye. Kita xboleh nk jd perfect,baik dlm semua perkara mcm bidadari. Ada baiknye kita jadi yg kurang baik itu dulu, sbb we knew in the end we'll learn bout benda2 yg kurang baik itu, n later on, kita xkan lagi buat bnde yg x baik itu. N kalo kite pikir jadi baik, akn baik selame2nye pon xboleh jgk.....ish to make it simple. Jom buat contoh. Cthnye seorang muslim yg x baik, mnum arak, kaki pompuan, xsemayang. In the end sbananye die akn bosan. Tak Tentu arah mcm tu. Kalo dgn izin Allah, dia diberi hidayah, dipanjangkan umur, lpastu insaf dh terus beraubat. Dosa2 yg die buat dulu2 Allah ampunkan. Xsempat buat jahat lg, meninggal.

Hehe begitulaa.. :P. Haha ape yg aku mengarutkan ni...sory2 korg semua. Ni rose nih. Hee now read again post tu dr ats, n byrkan yg ckp td tu rose, bukan anis... :)

P/s. Tgh mkn kuih tiram yg sdap ni

Outsider Looking In

Salam.

So have you all resorted to the new interface of blogspot? I am fine with the old one, but lets just be uptodate once in a while, so I settled with new interface for today.

Things that need to get done by this month :

• Practise for some secret mission.
• Convo's stuff- room, kurung, (Haven't pay for photographer rupanya, shoes, handbags.)
• Ticket booking to a secret place in December.
• Haircut.
• Shoes for special person.
• Meet up with special kiddo.
• Closet re-haul.
• Scrub.

 I may list all my planning in here because you see, when I stated in previous post that I am declaring war with shopping mall, I won't do any purchase until I settle all payment; my friends who went shopping with me happens to read my blog, and keep reminding me the content of my post. So yeah, somehow this strategy works, I was able to decline major purchase recently. You guys should try too, good luck! :D

Bye bye and take care people! :)

Slump

Salam.

Life is too short, when I heard the news about someone that I knew passed away, I will always shiver, because obviously I am not prepared and death comes without compromise. Looking back on what I have been through, I am indeed lucky because I am born as Islam but when I try to measure back how Islam is me, I felt small, my spirit slump.

When I was at a point where the world is all against me,

I contain my sorrow with entertainment,
I filled my loneliness with salt and sugar,
I satisfied my mind with purchase,
I feed my hunger with distraction

Actually by that time, I didn't know what is the thing that made me felt so and what is the cure of it. Or maybe I know but I just ignore the hint, I refuse to listen. I felt hollow because I ain't done anything fulfill, yet still not doing after experienced. Wasted  my life.

Now at least I know that for everyday we woke up, there is responsibilities for us, responsibility to avoid sinful things, responsibility to study and learn, responsibility to spread Islam, responsibility to remember death is near or coming closer each time.

That Allah may forgive you your sins of the past and the future, and complete His favour on you, and guide you on the straight path (al-Fat-h: 2)

The man who decided to change on the 12th hour dies on the 11th - Hlovate

May you all be blessed.Take care.

Stood in Thought

Salam.

*Image Googled.

I am very not attached to handphone and FB. I don't play games at the handphone and I don't really know how to fully utilize the 'handed down' MP3 by younger sis. Little less I know, I am not really into any technology forward thingy.

Reading, that is activity that will keep me stay fresh best. But I was being too ambitious about reading, and now I have about 4 unread books. I read them halfway, my eyes caught new attractive book at store, read new book halfway, forgot about storyline of unfinished book and saw new attractive book at the store, bought them and that cycle repeat again and again. What a waste, both time and money.

So now I forbid me from buying any new books. I also declared lovelorn to shopping mall. Not me, but my pocket. I had planned a lot of activities for coming months and all that will be fully funded by yours truly, I no longer can beg father for money, so I need to just deny any attraction to shop. Pity me, but don't be. I am growing matured and learn hard way to save and spend money right, and I hope you too will be. :)

 And I appreciate silence too. Silence allow my brain to think.

Have a good day ahead and take care.

Sombre

Salam.

I knew this one boy, from his young age. I still remember, when he was eleven years old, he requested VCD player from his mother if he pass his exam. It was obvious he tried harder this time in order to get his promised VCD player. By the way, will you request for video player at the age of eleven in 1999? I was still a bit too much occupied with doll by that time.

That was then. Now he is aiming for massaging chair. Will you at the age of 23 work hard in order to buy massaging chair? At the age of 23 I repeat. Now seeing that chair in his house, I was quite amazed. He is 20 year ahead of me in planning. I am now, pretty much tangled in between handbags and shoes.

Anyway, how was your raya everyone? Mine is as usual, wicked. Alhamdulillah.

I have this one feeling, that I am getting drifted away from everybody. Of course I am sad. But I think I will be better knowing that this is part and parcel in life. Did you feel the same thing? Or is it just me that is no good in maintaining relationship?

Take care :)