Bundle of Joy

Salam. 

I am in the cab right now, no idea whether blogging while listening to Bollywood song will do any better, but lets have a try. This is second time I ride a cab to office instead of train since I am back from Korea and this is due to my friends Ina Karolina is toting an heavy luggage with her.

Safety, erm crap I can't write in this condition. Haha. But whatever it is, enjoy your Friday, count your blessings, try to do good deeds everyday and sebaik-baik manusia ialah manusia yang lebih baik dari semalam. 

Bye and sorry for everything!

Suffice

Salam. 

During ice-breaking session, if I describe myself as constantly try to arrive on time, I hope people would understand the gist that I am constantly late and that is why I am constantly try to arrive on time. 

I want a story narrated in a way people will be convinced living a life is worth it, instill hope to do as many good deeds as possible, flipping all the deceiving negativity away and make us all anticipate the light at the end of the tunnel. Although it is obvious, on the light at the end of the tunnel, sometimes or most of the times I don't know why I still need to be reminded on that. It was after me failed, crumpled, have my face in my hands wet with tears and so much more dramatic events,  only I come to my senses, and say to myself 'This is only a test, God is watching, there is always a good reason behind all this'. 

Hours and hours in bed wallowing in self pity, with all I gained was only puffy eyes and not to mention the hearts I hurt while I was aloof in the silence I created, I wonder too (frustrated and even angry), why I took that long to rationalize? (I am intended to make it rhetorical, but I couldn't help answering, because I am human being, far from perfection!)

So I would like to stress the importance of reminding each other and dedicate my thankfulness towards them who is always there to remind me. Thank you. :)

Bye bye and sorry for everything.

Whisper

Salam.

I am now very selective of the books and food I'm involving myself with now, as I realized that the clock is ticking and there is no way we are getting younger. Back then in Korea, as all I did was mostly of walking and hiking, every activities were so physical and that, I guess is the main reason why obesity is foreign at their country.

So since then, I did some little pinky promise between my right hand to my other hand, to change and reduce anything less beneficial to my body. A week has been good, and I hope I can gradually change to the better in taking care of amanah of my healthy body awarded by my dear God.(Chocolate factory can now anticipate major loss in their sales haha).

Looking back on years in my life, there are major regrets, undeserving happiness and useless act by me, how colorful my life has been, nonetheless. However, there are a lot too that I have overlooked, mostly on how I had take for granted on my times spent. If  I were to answer on how I did utilize all my times, I am sure most of the answers would not give me credit to the admission of everyone's preferred destination hereafter.

I was mostly drowned in my pools of emotion, being weak as if I did not believe that things happened for reason(s), questioning God and immersed in all the silly things  I did back then. So my take for today is for everything that has happened, there are good reasons behind that, not merely reason, it is surely a good one. If the worrisome dare to creep into our heart and pollute our mind, please be sure that our confidence in Allah would overcome everything.

P/s : Sungguh berazam sekali entry ini.

Bye and sorry for everything.