Friday, November 7, 2014

First, I am Sorry

Salam. 

If the disability to express my thoughts are measured by talking, I guess I can be ranked as a stutterer. But my expression is obvious though, so life is fair after all. 

I am here now  thanks to coffee at 7pm. I was fasting today and all I ever wanted for today is coffee. My pledge to ditch coffee in my daily consumption, is currently go down the drain. 

A confession I would like to make now at 2.05 am is I need to learn to detach myself from any negative vibes. 

There was one point in my plain life I am drained due to too much drama on my newsfeed or whining I had to listen. Making habit to have someone to listen every dissatisfaction of our lives is not healthy. Be considerate to our partner/friend, she is not a punching bag to vent our negative energy. Being matured is to know how to handle stress alone. Actually if we could apply the formula 'Allah is all I need', there is no need to tell others everytime we need someone to turn to. (Look who's talking now😬). 
 
It is 2.24 in between midnight and morning and I am still wide awake. I guess this is the best time for me to decide that I am going to become a morning person tomorrow.