By All Means

Salam.

Should I blog or sleep?
I can't sleep, journey to slumberland is not as swift as usual tonight, major blame on the two cups of coffee, two cups of tea and impromptu run this late evening. Both my legs are crying for ointment right now, not only that I almost sprained my ankle this morning just twice because there were too much walking involved. (And of course I was not guilty wearing nothing close to flat today).

I was two second saved from accident today. A driver was reversing her car without looking at the rear mirror which is a really smart move by the way and not having reverse light functioning to make matter worse. Alhamdulillah for me is still intact. I did not mention the gender purposely.

I was lucky, not really consumed by the driver that having that unpleasant habit of double parking and left their handbrake freed. Yeah, very courteous of you, thank you. (Please have phone number ready by the steering or anywhere so that we can contact you to move your car, we can at least sense your urgency by looking at the paper- Me too have an A4 written with contact number in the drawer, in case of emergency). A gentleman assist us to push the car away, fortunately.

My elder brother wrote me quite a long email, telling how lucky he is to have been born as my father's son and all the thing people wrote on the birthday card and asked me to pass the message to father. I was almost touched reading the words. Not until I realized that father's birthday is actually on 21st October. Haha. Along was a month late wishing the birthday, hope father still would be impressed by the thought and sincerity. :)

If I don't write about this, I feel wronged by myself. Let us all pray for Gaza. The littlest thing we can do from here. Donation means were also publicized.

Good night and good morning.

Smile and Laugh

Salam.

Burdened by guilt in chest but to not stop hoping. Was all ready to enjoy pre-weekend at work today but this morning, something hold me back. Maybe yesterday was too much fun there is no more energy left to get up.

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The air was thick, unsure due to infrequent dust-off or lacking in air circulation. Ignorance may let go all the way but annoyance may not be agree with this. For once, become annoyed leads to a very wise move.

With all judging eyes and all too blunt comment, sports wear may see some light, broom stick may feel human touch again and stupid box can serve better without unwanted layer of dry earth and pollen, after a while all this while.

The smell of changed sheet and clean towel, and clearer reflection at the dressing table welcome a major satisfaction and a brief smile. Admit it nowadays what that bring smile on a face is much more precious than what resulted to laughter. Nobody burst out laughing reminiscing their honeymoon memories. (Honeymoon comes to mind because I just saw Ojan & Rahmah honeymoon picture, if you wonder why honeymoon suddenly come to surface)

Hope sadness in Gaza will end soon. Amin.

Beyond or at the Tip

Salam.

It has been quite sometime I didn't write using my laptop. Too dependent on phone now I become. All blame to the laziness of mine and convenience of phone.

I managed to move on, no longer Shila Amzah's performance on repeat but replaced by Rapuh, Opick and One More Night, Alex Goot and Friends.

Sometimes I wish I wrote like Rumi, her words sound rhyme. I have been stalking her since my intern in 2009 (where there were too much free times,  I finished all Twilight during my intern days). I also enjoy her Formspring, her answers are all eye openers. I maybe bias because she is my girl crush at the moment but why don't you try stalk her too? You may get what I mean here. Her pictures are all nice too. Another fashion blogger I followed obediently is Childhood Flames, because of the simplicity and gardening idea.

I wear my black kurung today and if you familiar with baju kurung, we have zip usually at the left side of upper body and guess what, I forget to zip up and from morning till lunch time, my left side of upper body is exposed! And no wonder I felt extremely cold today, and too windy there.

Bye!

Things We Know to be True

Salam.

Went back for raya and regain the energy from home. All too positive to work, too grateful to God for all the blessing and felt major embarrasment for being slacking.

Despite all the competitiveness, I am still at my pace. As people are all finger-swiping the gadget and video pop up from it, I am still thinking hard on the attraction between negative positive atom, are they real?

That was some brief idea on my life progress, on my scale.

I can't talk much on this subject but I am seriously adore positive minders. I can't handle too much complains, if I have to, I would slowly fade myself from the situation. Part of selfishness deep inside me believe trouble shared is trouble doubled, which I can't really configure whether this part is consuming major or minor.

I am too happy to reunite back with my highschool friends. The talk was able to diminish some wrinkles on my face as I laugh really hard. Hope to have the moment again soon, insya Allah.

P/s : Talk to Lord, for anything is from Him.