One Fine Day, on Everything

Salam.

I am contemplating, either to blog or to not. But I succumb to the former. Let just have a small update and see how it goes. But seriously, when I thought I want to write something, I am totally clueless now. My life is okay, I've watch football game at stadium for the first time. Thanks to my Along for the ticket. :)

I ate some shrimp-base food day before yesterday, and my skin has been acting up again. I stop the medication because I thought I am completely recovered but boy I was wrong. To wake up with the familiar tight burning red and peel-off skin in the morning was something I hope I won't ever feel again. Panic attack  and text parents at 4am for the medicine. I ask their help to mail me the medicine for the forth batch and seriously this time I will only eat the allowed food for me. Apparently, I can't eat seafood and egg-based food, oily and spicy were on the big no-no list as well. I have been good for the past 4 months and one cheat day was enough to ruin a 4 month-effort. Now, I have to start all over again. I decide to stop consuming the medicine because I suspect the medicine contribute in me gaining weight. I am not much of weight-watcher type of girl but I am seriously not comfortable with anymore gaining kgs ;/

But life must go on. I am one of the lucky that only tested on something I am afford to make amendment.

Life and Balance

Salam.

The phase is here. One stage when I feel writing is no longer needed. I tried to make writing on regular basis, because when I am writing, I did think and analyze on my life, on what I was lacking at and on what I should improvise.

But now, I just slept the thought away. I thought I am too busy on some self-improvement.

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This year fasting month, I hope I can enjoy the sweetness of devotion towards Allah. Last time, I've been to busy with the food and raya preparation, I took Ramadhan for granted. One of my favourite Malay author is Hlovate, one for she wrote in anonymonity and second for the advices that are too relevant to my life.

One of her book had touch on how we, Malaysian were too engrossed in preparing for Syawal, we were too much lacking here and there in celebrating Ramadhan. Talking ill and dress inappropriately were still there. God has prepare us this time to multiply on our Pahala, but still we are at loss if the sin is still there. Check and balances of our deeds are still scary.

As I am writing this, I sound like 'Anis nie macam good-good aje nak preach orang'. I am not, and will try to improve.

Others but You

Salam.

Monday need some boost :)


"Do the difficult things while they are easy and do the great things while they are small."
Lao Tzu



"Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, To everyone you can."
Ancient Advice

"Life is like a book we can either study it or let it gather dust on the shelves of the world."
Rene Godefroy


"The best years of your life are the ones in which you decide your problems are your own. You do not blame them on your mother, the ecology, or the president. You realize that you control your own destiny."
Albert Ellis


"You will get what you want, when you stop making excuses on why you don't have it."
Author Unknown



"Let others lead small lives, but not you. Let others argue over small things, but not you. Let others cry over small hurts, but not you. Let others leave their future in someone else's hands, but not you."
Jim Rohn


"Keep on going, and the chances are that you will stumble on something, perhaps when you are least expecting it. I never heard of anyone ever stumbling on something sitting down."
Charles F. Kettering

Bye bye!

New Air

Salam.

Where am I now? I am at car wash, waiting for the service.

I've move to a new rental house. I am, a bit, sad to leave a house that I've stayed for about a year, which is the first house after done studying. Everything were too comfortable, which trigger for some move, even a tad bit far and unexpected. But life must go on 😃.

At my new place, I am excited to decorate my room. My bedsheet is of course white, and the process of putting colors will continuously progressing. I am not perfectionist, but when it comes to my own 'territory', I like it to be spacious and that is the main reason even a bolster is nil on my bed, let alone teddy bear.

I can't wait to have my face skin completely healing. Hopefully everything will be okay before this Raya or else, there will be a lot of explanations need to mend.

Bye bye and take care!