A Day with Big Sister

Salam.

Close friends know my fondness of watching movie and today, since I have nobody to accompany me, I bring along my little cousin to watch Men in Black. It was first time for him, even his parents haven't had the gut to bring him for movie as he can't stay still for long, but I overtook the challenge and drag him. Eceh (puke if you may)

So I thought bringing kid to the movie was low hanging fruit kind of task. I was damn wrong. I was sweating throughout the outing. Was lucky enough not to wear heels today or else you maybe caught me barefooted chasing after a boy. Haha

The moment in movie hall was more challenging. You are not recommended to bring a small kid for movies as you will be spending most of the time explaining rather than watching. Haha. Nevertheless, this will not be the last time for my cousin, Is and me watching movie together. I will bring him along again in the future. It was good kind of bonding moment to us.

And I think I get it now why my elder colleagues that married are really not updated with the movies.

Wave from Wrong Direction

Salam.

If you remember I had share here before that I am a big fan of Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, I already get over them. My obsession now shifted to something and someone else. The similarity for both my obsessions are they are both white.

I watched Korean series a lot. A whole lot that I am actually quite uncomfortable to divulge here. I always wonder where does all my time go, now I know. Below are among the list, let me do the ranking of my preference.

1. Secret Garden - Too funny. I laughed at most of the time watching.
2. Beethoven Virus - This one is too realistic. I was all teary because of this movie.
3. Rooftop Prince & Sunkyunkwan Scandal - Both I am partially biased because Micky is in here.
4. Moon that Embrace the Sun - If Micky in here, I would rank this as my favourite. 
5. King 2 Hearts - I like this because iron lady potrayed in here.
6. Autumn in My Heart & Stairway to Heaven - I watch this because mother.
7. You are Beautiful & Playful Kiss - Not my cup of tea.

You know halfway doing this, I think I will stop here. Because I am afraid that someone google this Korean series will land onto my blog and read the craps here and frustrated they be because of this. 

I will stop and will share something beneficial for all. Err something I hope beneficial.Bye!

Rambling Thought

There was one morning when I thought I will be good as a housewife. But come 2012, I became less convinced. There were so many factors and the obvious one is of course my cooking skill! Okay, that was second factor actually. The first and most obvious reason is because I still don't have boyfriend.

I am in training now. I decided to pull on my favourite black pants this morning but some unpleasant expansion gave me a pang of horror and decline my will to wear that pants. So, yeah, lets say hi to my sport's wear again.

It was hard concentrating on what I should concentrate now. I can come out with even better movie than Inception. Dreams went on and on.

Shall We?

Salam.

I was in training and all I do is rambling thoughts. I can't see the slides clearly because people at the front were so tall and block my view, plus 'someone' lost my glasses. The one and only. I am thinking of buying new glasses for me, but I am afraid that investment will be wasted as I don't like wearing them.

Have a good day tomorrow!

Salam.

I have full day meeting, from 9 to 5. It was quite tough sitting still for long hours and even to sip the coffee, I was careful not to be noticed or else, my professionalisme tarnished.

But there was one time, my throat was so uncomfortable the only way I can make it okay is to have big loud cough, that will alarm all people in the meeting room. So I was holding a full cup of coffee, and I can't hold it while I do that loud cough, because the coffee wil spill. So I said to male colleague beside me 'Pegang kopi aku kejap, aku nak batuk'.

He gave me the look, but it can't be help. Loud cough I must.

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When I was in Perhentian, we (Nita, Kamil and me) had our breakfast right beside the beach. The breakfast is served from 7.30 to 10.30am, of course we were only ready at 10am.

So at the breakfast table, my seat was directly facing the beach and ocean, with one couple of Caucasian making out. It was only started with a peck before the kissing went too long and their hands were inappropriately put.

I was sipping my coffee by then and without I realizing, I was drooling coffee upon seeing them. The scene was a bit too unreal to be happened in real life. Haha

Forget Not.

Salam.

I am afraid I don't feel enough with all the awarded blessings. I hope everything will be okay.

Alhamdulillah, all must say.

But, Positiveness Prevails

Here is the second part. The first part is in previous entry.

I figured I am often have that fever not because my body is really weak, but my inner and minds were not at peace. I am at great stress (This is something to do with my stress management, I am no good at this department). This affected my body and lead to getting sick often. Any tips on how to handle this?

I have to write like this more often.

By the way, I am wisest person when I am wise and I am craziest at most, so for now I am wise, I will not fall to being stress. I am afraid all these stress thingy make me forget the real reason of me living this life. I want to be granted heaven. Kerja adalah ibadat. I will try to always to remember that. I don't want to die, wasted.

I have one big news to share, but will do that on Saturday. Please anticipate. hehe

On the brighter (?) note, I thought green  tea is the most awful tasted drinks, but mint green tea is worse! I have to drink that for several days, since I have bought that, and that tea is good for my skin but I won't again, buy the green tea with mint flavor. That taste reminds me a lot of my toothpaste. hahaha

By the way, my skin is getting better because I consumed new prescriptions provided by second doctor. My first visit to doctor was in vain, RM 500 burnt and second visit, fruitful but a number of  pills have to be consumed everyday. Total is 9 pills a day, with 3 intake in a day. For everytime to consume this pills, I have to eat our favourite staple food, nasi, so expect me to be a bit fatter.Hahaha

Bye bye and happy Friday!

Picture proves I am well organized ( roll your eyes, I am okay with that)

Patience Grows Thinner

Salam.

I was so relieve. My skin is gradually healing. Scar is fading and blemish is there, but less obvious.

You may demoralized upon reading this, I apologize in advance. But seriously, life is hard now. My respect grow fonder to parents, seniors and whoever elder. I am beyond tired, in which in comparison I didn't do as much, but the exhaustiveness is painstakingly aching.

I am happy to have someone to listen. If I were alone, I know I would be consuming anti-depressant religiously.

I had my break at home for about 6 days. That 6-day stay was really nice, soothing at one point I am almost forget that that was the feeling everytime I at home. I would wake up with father knocking my door, wake me up with breakfast available, (in Terengganu, the breakfast is commonly Nasi Lemak or Nasi Minyak, I don't know about your place) and we chat or go out and tapau-ed our meals for lunch and had our lunch at home, rested at home or visited granny while father running errands and waiting mother to get home from office to bring me dinner. The only task I had done at home was taking shower. Haha

Father treat me like a sick person and cook for me, as if I was really sick. He is beyond shocked to see my face and mother was worse, she called me everyday at noon this week, not to ask whether I had my lunch,  but to know if my skin get any better. Matter get worse because it was like a trend now, I would caught fever everytime I am back from long journey. My immune system is not as strong as I expected, or is it because of jet-lag, and made mother worries thicker.

One of my friend told me that there are too many words in my blog, so I will break this entry to another part for his liking. hahaha

Picture is my current eye-candy. Micky Micky you so fine!

Salam.

I am one easily influenced girl when I was a child. Mother bought me an orange shade when I was 8, I have a hat and an umbrella and off I went, chanting the multiplication table just like Siti Sifir.

I used to watch Power Rangers a lot too back those days, so I am convinced that I am yellow power rangers, stronger female member to save the world, to fight against evil Zeta. So, my favourite color then was yellow.

I watch ER, when my parents watch and I see how cool it was to become a doctor, flipping pages and commenting people's bad habit that lead to their coming to the hospital, so I must become a doctor. It was a must. In every biodata books I wrote, my cita-cita is no other than doctor.

I see Ziana Zain, can raise her eyebrow and look cool with it. So in shower room, I practise that, raising single eyebrow, left right left right. It was worth, I still can do that now.

Holiday mood reminds me a lot on childhood. Bye!

Life is Uphill Battle

Salam :)

I am home! Seriously this is the break that I need at the moment. Father and mother are as usual, teasing each other as a way to express their affection although sometimes I guess their PDA has gone a bit too much. Haha

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Since I am back, most of people I've met questioned me about the skin problem I had. Doctor said this is because of hormone imbalance and will be okay soon. (Soon for doctor spells money, soon for me spells hole at the pocket).

I know too well, this is a test by God. I've spend a big chunk of money on this, but result that I want won't be in a split second.

I appreciate those who asked me nicely on how this skin problem came. But sometimes, at night I can't help my self when looking at my face without that layer of foundation, I crumpled and cried and become drama queen.
It was hard to adapt at first.

So here I will share on what reaction I expect when you meet people with skin problem.

1. Before throw any question, comments or suggestion, first I appreciate if you imagine being at the girl with this problem's condition, and imagine how it would be like to answer the questions or comments that you are about to utter. Alhamdulillah all my friends were so understanding, they straight away divert the topic of conversation from my skin's problem. It was discomfort, being main attraction with all eyes were scanning at your face.

2. Do not compare history of your friend's skin problem with your current friend having. It was okay if the acne combat was successful, but if it wasn't, the story will only kill the little left of hopes that your friend now is having. Suggesting too, is good up until one point. Beyond that, best to do is pray that your friend will be fine and strong enough to face the coming days. ( Some of people don't pray for others as they think that the doa will not bring any good for them. But I believe the doa that came anonymously is much more close to God).

3. Please talk to us with your eyes making contact with my eyes. Don't analyze my forehead, cheek or chin as it was awkward and funny. Haha

That was all. Hahaha. I am at the healing process, I was not aware before that my skin is healthy until I am being tested now. Father and mother convinced me that all living people will be tested, and all test are temporary. Father said Allah test those people He love, I am one of the peope He love, so I must not fail in this test. Insya Allah.

Good things come to people who waits.

Bye bye!