A good example has twice the value of good advice."

I am publishing drafted entry from 2012. This was when I am too sensitive about others' words.

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Salam.

So the story went on something like this. A guy convinced me that I am not pretty. I was quite astonished by then. (Pretty or not, it is a fact that quite awkward to be discussed and throw right into your face, no?- and of course that is a fact that I am fully aware and need not to be reminded).

Not long after that, a girl come to justify that I am no longer pretty, I was pretty and now I am wasted.

Then talk goes on like now I am no longer cheerful, my company wasn't as great and I needed no longer in any occasion.

People change and I change. I thank you those who stays around with my transformation and those who bluntly throws comment.

I, as positive as I could will appreciate everything that came into my life. But a heart and matters involving it, is quite too complicated to be put into sentences. It is quite untrue to declare virtually about forgiving thingy when deep down inside, absolute grudge hidden.

May all of us learned, talk less and think more.

I am contended with everything for now.

On the positive note, I will be at home in less than a hour! What my house and room will look like? I've been hopping here and there, not really have time to miss home and now, I am deeply believe the sentence 'I am going home' alone bring some positive vibes.

Happy Ramadhan all beautiful souls :)