Today I cried, at the office, in the loo to be exact, at 9am. It is not because of I've been scolded by superior, but it is more of repulsion on rejection, under appreciated and tired.
I thought I would hold absolute grudge and pour the stinky sewage water to the places involved, but after realizing that my boss realize that I was crying and he treat me differently, much careful than usual, I started to feel stupid. By the way, my boss isn't the one who made my day gloom today, it was someone else. More accurate, my fragile feeling and sensitive eyes. My eyes connect faster to the sensitive part of my brain and thus, it makes tears stream much sooner. It was okay though, to cleanse the eyes socket once in a while. But the drawback is I looked like panda because my eyeliner smudge and dark circle appeared more obvious.
By the way, the thought of balik kampung in three days is much more potent than all. It beats all the ugly memory away :)
Talking of that, lets pray tomorrow and onwards will be awesome for all of us.
Scrabbles and the words that we manage to think of, at 12midnight. With most of words are three-letters word, quite impressive right? Haha
3 comments:
idk what happened, tp keep on moving!! it makes u a better person. trust me :D
la tahzan dear, i just posted the same entries as yours.. macam kite ade connection yang kuat. kalau ade nak share with me, just call me. i can be there to listen to u.. skrg raya cine, hope kumpul angpow banyak2.. cine ganu kayo2 semuonyo! hahaha
Rahmah : Thanks Rahmah! Today was a lot better :D
Zoe : Kita kan kembar, tu yg sama tu. Hehe. By the way, process nak besar kan, mesti ada terselit sedih2 sikit.
Orang dah kahwin kena bagi angpow! Hehe
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