Life is Uphill Battle

Salam :)

I am home! Seriously this is the break that I need at the moment. Father and mother are as usual, teasing each other as a way to express their affection although sometimes I guess their PDA has gone a bit too much. Haha

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Since I am back, most of people I've met questioned me about the skin problem I had. Doctor said this is because of hormone imbalance and will be okay soon. (Soon for doctor spells money, soon for me spells hole at the pocket).

I know too well, this is a test by God. I've spend a big chunk of money on this, but result that I want won't be in a split second.

I appreciate those who asked me nicely on how this skin problem came. But sometimes, at night I can't help my self when looking at my face without that layer of foundation, I crumpled and cried and become drama queen.
It was hard to adapt at first.

So here I will share on what reaction I expect when you meet people with skin problem.

1. Before throw any question, comments or suggestion, first I appreciate if you imagine being at the girl with this problem's condition, and imagine how it would be like to answer the questions or comments that you are about to utter. Alhamdulillah all my friends were so understanding, they straight away divert the topic of conversation from my skin's problem. It was discomfort, being main attraction with all eyes were scanning at your face.

2. Do not compare history of your friend's skin problem with your current friend having. It was okay if the acne combat was successful, but if it wasn't, the story will only kill the little left of hopes that your friend now is having. Suggesting too, is good up until one point. Beyond that, best to do is pray that your friend will be fine and strong enough to face the coming days. ( Some of people don't pray for others as they think that the doa will not bring any good for them. But I believe the doa that came anonymously is much more close to God).

3. Please talk to us with your eyes making contact with my eyes. Don't analyze my forehead, cheek or chin as it was awkward and funny. Haha

That was all. Hahaha. I am at the healing process, I was not aware before that my skin is healthy until I am being tested now. Father and mother convinced me that all living people will be tested, and all test are temporary. Father said Allah test those people He love, I am one of the peope He love, so I must not fail in this test. Insya Allah.

Good things come to people who waits.

Bye bye!