Please Don't Judge

Salam.

I am now official fan of Park Ji Sung, thanks to Running Man for intoducing him to me. Haha.

Yesterday, I had my jogging as my preparation  for next run which will be in 3 weeks time. It was hard at this moment to do the practice, as works are piling up and to go back at 6 is quite impossible as meeting and discussion dominates most of the initial hours. I am trying not complain as I am slowly love (love word maybe strong but seems okay here)  but yeah, gradually comfortable with the task.

I usually don't have any problem when running, as I heard and noticed some of my friends tell me they got some uneasiness at stomach, limb, knee or even breathing while running. I don't usually experience that. So when my friends complain I usually can't relate but I just wear my poker face and tell that maybe due to fatigue of muscle or something. I sound like boasting here. No I am not. I just want to share on some strange thing here. Today was my first time I experienced the infamous black-out that people always had. It was one split second the light is off and I can't see, and then the world is spinning. It was odd and all I know I am going to die.Overreacting I was, overreacted I am, as usual. It was my first time and I hope will be the last.

 I blame the free coffee they provide. And lack of sleep as well as now I am doing this.

I wish to have larger group of running buddy. It was hard to convince people to join, as running doesn't grow money or pretty face, it will only give you calm. I don't really aim for full marathon but I am really tempted to join half distance, hopefully before 25.

I don't play any computer games or any games at handphone (please excuse Draw Something, but already I am retired) but I guess the feeling of finishing certain distance is like winning up until certain levels. It was all I can think about.

Bye bye.