Mind blowing Shila!
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This long weekend doesn't seem enough. I was going back and forth in between social events and family commitment. To say that out loud makes me realize growing up is not an easy process. I was fallen sick in between, having no rest and hopefully able to make the best out of it.
I was wounded, not once but for many. Tried to calm down and distract myself by shifting my attention (which I looked best at it). It was somehow helpful. But seriously I hope that kind of feeling will not come again, as I have no idea whether I will be able to face it again.
Reading chick-lit is good, as it was entertaining. But reading chick-lit or engrossed too much may weaken us, personality as a girl/woman. This is because there was too many whining remarks, weepy and sympathetic characters develop within insignifantly. As if it is okay to whine always.
I have a 3-hour assessment on next Thursday, I don't know what the fellow assessor (called technical professional- which the name creeps me a little) will question me, but silently I pray wearing smile will be enough. By Friday, I am the happiest person alive. That one is for sure.
I am sending off my brother at KLIA now. His next job will be about 8-month, and he will be back somewhere in June. Our line of job are totally different, which I sometimes hope we can switch our job because truthfully, I think working and meeting people is exhaustive. Dealing and faking a smile was something I am now quite master at. My brother job I think more to deal with stars and ocean, no counterparts (with emotional-attached being) which I long for that kind of job. But to think lowly of others' job is unfair. We never know what are their challenge. Hence I am grateful enough working with my beloved company.
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