Salam.
This past couple of weeks or months which I am not quite sure when this started, I think I lost the excitement, the grip, the hype that people are all talking about. I hope this phase is for temporary only as living with lesser spirit to fight back is not something I am comfortable at.
Also hearing a lot of complaint make me stuck too, and in all honesty it does affect me, no matter how hard I keep convincing myself I will not be affected by this. I can't stop people from complaining as first, it is rude to interfere and second, I did complain too. Maybe I should skip certain rants on my timeline or keep remind myself to be grateful as grateful people do not complain. I am not a good listener, and listening to the same complains over and over again is quite tough for me as I am not forever in the mode of soothing people. The verge of being rude if to talk logic to those blinded by emotions.
Then, I am also not really excited about Aidilfitri. Of course I will be happy meeting my family members and all, but seriously this time, the only aim that I have is to put effort at full blast during this fasting month, more voluntary solat and deeds and all. I am planning to not buy any baju raya too and celebrate in moderation. Sounds dull I know and I take this as my kind of growing up.
Last but not least, for every hurdles that we past through, sometimes it is hard to believe things happen for reason as the hardship is constant. But it is more important to see the good in every bad so that we don't end up giving up too soon or keep blaming fate on every occasion. Playing victim at all time is weakening and it is a big sign of not winning the test. Train your (our) mind to see things in a better way as it majorly determine the action taken later.
Jangan nak marah je. Nanti cepat tua. :)
Sorry for everything. Bye bye!
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