Rant on the Train

And he pointed his forefinger to the sky, answering his own question and satisfy his own curiousity. That was a relief as I was stutter while thinking my lines.

So understanding. Maybe a father to girls around my age that he is, made him comfortable to talk to. 

I am quite stagnant while everybody else is propulsively forward. But, I must remind myself everytime not to compare myself with others, so I take that back. Others are not really propulsively forward and I am not really far left behind. Subjective, unlike yes no or black white or one plus one is two and for no one to judge. 

But I must admit I am calmer, than before and previous years. I think that is the most important thing at my age so that I can focus on things, real things that really matter. And must not to be deceived by pain or hurts or frustration as that are all, blessing in disguise.