I Feel Something So Wrong by Doing the Right Thing

Salam.

The world that we are all living now is confusing. There is always fine line that blurred our judgment, totally shades of grey.

One Republic sang,

'I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing'

I am now at that phase too. Not that this is a good thing. But my focus is deviated, sometimes I see that the main focus is just grow bigger, or my previous focus is wrong, or I don't have any focus and maybe I need to start fix one. God, the last one without focus is scary.

I hope that I am at phase of filtering my focus, minding only those that matter and started to think how to excel in it and excel in it. 

Friends started asking me what I want for my quarter century celebration. Erm, right now what I really want is house, and of course I told them that. Honesty is the best policy right? 

Last year I requested Mylo Xyloto. (Maybe this year is One Republic- Native? And Lycra Telekung in royal blue/black?Maybe? (Lycra Telekung the kain shouldn't be too short because you know I am quite 'tall' for my age) :B

But in all seriousness, first what I really want is Do Min Joon didn't back to whatever stars he was coming from and live happily ever after with Cheon Song Yi.  Okay just kidding, prayers are the best cheapest gift I could request from friends, do include my name in your prayer sometimes ya, if it is not too much.

p/s : I hope friends who asked read this. Haha. Totally tak malu.