If the disability to express my thoughts are measured by talking, I guess I can be ranked as a stutterer. But my expression is obvious though, so life is fair after all.
I am here now thanks to coffee at 7pm. I was fasting today and all I ever wanted for today is coffee. My pledge to ditch coffee in my daily consumption, is currently go down the drain.
A confession I would like to make now at 2.05 am is I need to learn to detach myself from any negative vibes.
There was one point in my plain life I am drained due to too much drama on my newsfeed or whining I had to listen. Making habit to have someone to listen every dissatisfaction of our lives is not healthy. Be considerate to our partner/friend, she is not a punching bag to vent our negative energy. Being matured is to know how to handle stress alone. Actually if we could apply the formula 'Allah is all I need', there is no need to tell others everytime we need someone to turn to. (Look who's talking now😬).
It is 2.24 in between midnight and morning and I am still wide awake. I guess this is the best time for me to decide that I am going to become a morning person tomorrow.
2 comments:
Salam Anis. heeee. okay. thats so true ape yg ko tulis. sometimes kita tak boleh nak express every single negative thought or complain / whatsoever lah kan to someone sbb kite kene pandai jugak handle that alone. And kite kene selalu think positive for any action yg org lain buat. sometimes aku dlu slalu rase mcm ade cemburu gila sbb orang ade lebih dr aku. and bila skrg, perasaan tu dh berkurang sgt or sometimes aku dh xrase lagi. alhamdulillah. aku rse mcm ni sbb aku rse mngkin bila kita berusaha lebih nak dktkan dengan Dia, aku rasa lebih lega, tenang sgt tak pernah aku dpt dlu... kalau ade problem, try to calm ourselves first. inshaAllah solution(s) will come sooner.
Or, kalau nak bleh je ring aku anytime.. cause sometimes ade satu masa, aku rindu sgt dekat ko. heeee
:)
Thank you babe! Nanti jumpa nak tengok baby kau 😻
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