Thank you is things I am still awkward to say to those who are close to me. It was easy to say 'Thank you for listening to my nonsense for 4 hours, I really appreciate those', virtually. But to say that out loud, is quite awkward for me.
Same goes to 'I miss you'. It is easy to say that virtually but imagine doing that to my mother. She would think I am being weird. But I don't resent this because it would've been weird too for me to respond to that. To say that I envy those who can express their feeling or affection better, it is 22.8% correct. The rest of my body cells are comfortable with texting the gratitude or affection.
So back to the main point here, erm I would like to say thanks to those close with me that choose to talk about subject that I am able to relate with. I have no kids yet, so being around mothers sometimes, erm I feel aloof because I think I don't have equally interesting stories to share.
Thanks to those who can still accept me bugging their lives with my prospect of purchase (shawls, shades, shoes), involved in deliberation of whether I should go to office or not because of my period pain cum mood swing, listened to me wallow in self-pity because I can't enjoy certain food, laughing at my jokes although it was not that funny or wasted their time listening to my weird dreams/nightmare, console me when I was having bad time with my devil weighing scale or anything. Thank you!
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