Shining Armor

*This was in 2013 maybe* 

Salam.

I agree on we should expand and invest more on the existing public transportation.

Of late, there were too many things in my mind. Prior to watch Iron Man last weekend, I had a minor accident. Syazana and I were in my car and Nita was in the car behind. En route to Ampang, a motorcycle hit my car causing some scratch and damage.

Alhamdulillah nobody was injured. Except me, mentally. I felt wronged. I felt injustice. I blame my God my car was hit like that. Something has happened to me in 2008 and since that, I never ever dare to have a day start or end without ayat Kursi. I believe I am fully protected with this sentence. This is my invisible armor.

So when my car was hit like that, I felt wronged. Was I believing in some big lie? Omg, I was tensed inside, questioning my beliefs. Shouldn't me guaranteed safe with this armor?

I was speechless, blaming every other things.

Fortunately really, Syazana's words made me realize. 'Alhamdulillah Anis, Tuhan betul-betul protect kita. Cuba imagine kalau kereta kita tak sempat brake tadi and kita langgar motorcyclist yang terbaring dekat depan kereta kita tadi? Kalau motor tu terbalik kat seat kita and kita injured?'

Pang of realization hits me hard. Was I dare to question His promise again? Never.

His reminder, and instead of felt wronged, I am grateful being tested like this.

God, protect us always please.