Monday, April 10, 2023

Crown

 Salam.

I used to feel insulted or embarrassed when someone is making fun of this specific look I have. However, after I was hospitalized for about 3 days, and having suffer the pain and discomfort from fallen sick prior, I guess look does not really matter, or better word, my obsession to have my look validated as 'okay' from others. The meaning of health is the crown that only sick people can see became more apparent at this juncture. 

I am obsess with loose outfit now, especially jeans. I fall in love with cutting of 'moms jeans' and can't wait to own more. Beside moms jeans, another favourite cutting  is 'boyfriend jeans’

Random thought, I would name my cafe as a’Long Press' cafe if I happen to own one.

Above are the write up I had in my draft, written on 3rd March and I am so happy it is here because I can’t sleep tonight, blame it on my coffee during breakfasting and overdo afternoon nap. 

I learned a new trick on dealing with life recently and I was planning to have it captured here as future reference. It did not happen yet because maybe I’ve been sleeping well until tonight. 

‘Read the room’ - is my new lesson learned. I experienced a few occasions that being nice is better than being right and that is very much related to how I read the room.  

Besides, if I happen to slip some words I would regret later on, I learned that mistakes are allowed and chances for remedial action is always there. Have the integrity to make amends and hopefully everyone will get a nice sleep that night. 

On way way important note, I climbed Mount Kinabalu on my birthday last February! Alhamdulilah managed to reach the summit in the morning and the view is so magnificent, splendid, scenic, no words would compare I guess.  It was a tough climb and I am humbled with the opportunity as I have been dreaming to hike Mount Kinabalu since I was in uni. If you ask me whether the climb was more challenging on either physical or mental, I would say both with 70% weigh on mental. 


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