Light at the End

Salam.

Sometimes when it seems like the world is acting totally against me, I have no clue on what to do. Most of my past deeds are restricted to circumstances. When I have money, I have no time. When I have too much time to be spend, I have no money. So balancing this two wisely, I will be safe. But I am not living in the pastel colored world, the victory is not always mine. I am very restricted to the nature of life, which we cannot always have what we want but we may get closer to them.

I noticed too, lately I have been tested more than usual. But for me, I have no right to complaint. I think I am trying to be patient but to ponder whether I am tested because I have done something wrong in the past, I think that is quite wrong to think so. Yes I agreed that I did a lot of bad things, but to be tested or not that is God plan. Even as noble as Prophet Muhammad is tested by God, who am I to complain?

My mother once said that one of the purpose of living to is to be patient and endure God's test. So if you think you are tired being patient, there is better place for you. Died.

My mother words maybe harsh but undoubtedly is true. So for everytime I feel like tired of all the test and trials, I know that is part and parcel in life and it is not like there are options left.

So I hope all of us will be strong and endure everything gracefully. There is always light at the end of the tunnel, if we moving forward and wise enough to set our mind to see things like that. Well I hope I am going to be like that.

Bye bye and take care.