Salam.
Have you face a situation where you stuck in your own predicament? There is no way you can turn to, because in every way, the blaming finger will point to you. I just can't extricate from this, and I can't tell what is tangling me, and I just had it enough on waiting game. My poor heart, may you be patient for a little bit more.
I am sad, and need noone to notice that. But once in a while, I reached a dead end. And everything burst and become ugly.
I don't know how to amend, pretending sounds like a quick fix. But should I pretend? Isn't pretending a bad thing?