Slump

Salam.

Life is too short, when I heard the news about someone that I knew passed away, I will always shiver, because obviously I am not prepared and death comes without compromise. Looking back on what I have been through, I am indeed lucky because I am born as Islam but when I try to measure back how Islam is me, I felt small, my spirit slump.

When I was at a point where the world is all against me,

I contain my sorrow with entertainment,
I filled my loneliness with salt and sugar,
I satisfied my mind with purchase,
I feed my hunger with distraction

Actually by that time, I didn't know what is the thing that made me felt so and what is the cure of it. Or maybe I know but I just ignore the hint, I refuse to listen. I felt hollow because I ain't done anything fulfill, yet still not doing after experienced. Wasted  my life.

Now at least I know that for everyday we woke up, there is responsibilities for us, responsibility to avoid sinful things, responsibility to study and learn, responsibility to spread Islam, responsibility to remember death is near or coming closer each time.

That Allah may forgive you your sins of the past and the future, and complete His favour on you, and guide you on the straight path (al-Fat-h: 2)

The man who decided to change on the 12th hour dies on the 11th - Hlovate

May you all be blessed.Take care.