Soonest, when?

Salam.

Except from my 14 followers, I don't know who else reading this piece of mine. I thought I would want to divulge some personal matters here, I don't know I just feel like I cannot contain this all alone.

Erm, so convo passed, and now I am living my life  like usual. I have been keeping all this to myself and now, specifically tonight I don't feel like I am strong enough. Maybe because of the rain, maybe because tomorrow is Friday, maybe because I am alone now and don't feel like doing anything. I don't know.

I am hoping for something big, which if I manage to obtain this, my life would be deviated from its original plan, threehundredsixty degree. I know there will be argument and all, but I don't know, for this time I just felt like I am up for this.

I am planning to at least be dear to everyone and being open about this, truth is I can't. Plus, I don't know, it is not like this thing matters much. ;/

Bye bye and hope to feel better tomorrow.