Went Kaput

Salam.

Today a lot of things had happened, at all stage. In the morning, I was beyond the lowest point because of work stress, at noon I called a bf that care to listen and feel relief after that, and at evening doing work and work and later  have a nice conversation with superior that give me pang of realization and at night, watching movie with one of other bf.The movie is Dream House and all I can say is Rachel the Lux girl is really pretty.

One of many thing that I gathered for today is-let me give you an analogy (or two! Hehe)

Let say I am hired as a clerk, with pay of RM1.5k per month and working hour agreed is from 8am-5pm. So Anis the clerk goes to work each and every day without fail and gleely happy at month end because of payslip. But Anis the Clerk didn't felt that amount is suffice. She thought she needs more. There are a lot more to pay (and to purchase mind you) and on top of feeling not enough because of so-so salary, she been robbed and started to feeling angry to God. How can she continue to live until the next payday?

First, the idea that instilled to me just now is, there are many people who comes to work diligently every day, but were they really come to work? Or chatting, or as mundane activity, or as a fashion stage or just to appear in office and make others aware of our presence so we won't be questioned by boss if absent?

As agreed, we are hired to work from 8-5, so the contentment won't come if we don't work as we promised. The wage that we received every month will be questioned later, and as a matter of fact, I believe the feeling of not enough is coming from this, receiving money that is not for what we were delivering.

So I've been reminded (in a good way) by my superior to take a really good care on amount of work that I commit and the time I spent to do real work, because I had promised so and promises shall not be broken. Plus, the money is for buying my food. The consequences on the quality of my work not only affect me, but others, and in long term too.

So in conclusion, let ask ourselves whether we deserved the money each month?

Lets be rajin as bee :) - Image googled

Second, when Anis the Clerk been robbed, Anis the Clerk felt life is unfair, injustice and why among all many well-off people out there, God chose her to be robbed. All she can do is questioning why and why and why and knowing Anis the Clerk, perhaps quick idea on what color of new handbag she should buy to replace her stolen handbag.

The thing is, everything happen for reason. In our awarded rezeki, there are portion of others in it. Should we allocate the money to its right place or people, Insya Allah everything will be okay. So lets do the checklist again, have we share our awarded money with the deserving people or place? (If not, tell me I will text you Anis the Clerk's account number!)

Okay. I think that is all from me. Bye bye and good night everyone. Have a good day ahead and take care! :)