Tuesday, August 4, 2020

Whole

Salam.

I recently discover this idea, of a void. The common thing people would say if there is void in their heart or life, is for that void to be filled, so that void will not hurt as much. 

But last week or last 2 weeks, from the book that I currently read, he mentioned about the void to be vanished. I really really love that idea, that a void can disappear, not because it was filled, but the void is no longer exist. Sounds like that person is finally whole. 

Whole. Contented. 

I want my void to disappear. I think I have been living with the idea that a void can only be filled, not vanished. So I was always hoping for next, more, grander things to happen to me, so the void will be filled and I will be whole, completely satisfied with everything. But I forget that whatever, whoever that fill the void, the ‘filler’ will also one day, gone. 

And now, upon knowing this fact, I hope it is not too late for me to try, to feel whole with whatever I have now. 

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