Angel

This was in 2011. Some serious stuff I wrote.

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Salam.

To feel content at the end of the day, and to be excited on what should be done by tomorrow, I wish I would live a life perfectly like that. But there are times when I just let tomorrow decide itself on its color, be it sorrow or bright, I just couldn't care less. And I know this is not good, but that is reality of my simple life and more often than not, I am and will always slipped, which I learned that is part of learning process.

I am very far from right person to discuss about this, but I don't know, there is an urge that push me to write this, maybe because naturally I am observant and I just can't make my mind shut this off. Girls, and their (our) obsession on pretty or beautiful or breathtaking or sweet or cute or anything that you would like to call. Life is simply too vague to be captured into a word. Seemingly, most people think that when they have the look, they will succeed or to the least of landing good job or stable marriage. 

Living life up until now, there are a thing or two that I learned which can help a bit in becoming secure on our look, not measured by typical judgment that is usually biased especially if that judgments is came from the opposite gender. 

My god let us decide on our look, which the actual look is shown not now, but hereafter based on our deeds. So, don't ever feel wronged by the Almighty because of what we look now, we are the responsible person that now, is fully in charge on how we look eternally.

Thus, if you want to appear as pretty as angel later, act like one now.